I wish I never saw your face
that I was never scared of someone who was not you
I wish you never said yes to my question
writing to me without concern
I wish you never held my hand
like it was something you wanted to protect
I wish I could forget
your haunting lips that kissed me
I wish I could not feel the feelings
you always bring to life
I wish I never met you
so all this misery was never here
I wish I never said yes
to this endless nightmare
I wish you never smiled
thinking that I would forgive you
I wish you could leave me
like a broken car with no engine
but keep coming back with my torn heart

I wish you never saw me
so I never could be your prey
I wish it never was too late
but now I can only regret